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PREFACE
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-1.1
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-1.2
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-2.1
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-2.2
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-2.3
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-2.4
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-2.5
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-3.1
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-3.2
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-3.3
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-3.4
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-3.5
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-4.1
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-4.2
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-4.3
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-5.1
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-5.2
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-5.3
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-6
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-1.1
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-1.2
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-1.3
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-1.4
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-2.1
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-2.2
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-2.3
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-2.4
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-3.1
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-3.2
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-4.1
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-4.2
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-4.3
THE PSYCHIC STATE IN PREGNANCY-1
THE PSYCHIC STATE IN PREGNANCY-2
THE PSYCHIC STATE IN PREGNANCY-3
THE PSYCHIC STATE IN PREGNANCY-4
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-1.1
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-1.2
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-2.1
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-2.2
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-3-4
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-5.1
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-5.2
INDEX OF AUTHORS

tried at once to repeat the delightful sensation, but was unable 

to do so until the following day. From that time to the present I 

think I have masturbated an average of ten times per week, and 

this is certainly a very conservative estimate; for though up to 

my sixteenth year I could seldom produce an orgasm more than once 

a day I have often, during the last four or five years, produced 

it from four to seven times per day without difficulty and this 

for days and even weeks in succession. During these periods of 

excessive masturbation very little liquid was ejaculated and the 

pleasurable sensations were slight or entirely lacking. 

 

From the time when I began masturbating regularly practically my 

whole interest centered in things pertaining to sex. I read the 

chapters of the family "doctor book" which treated of sexual 

matters; my day-dreams were almost exclusively erotic; I sought 

opportunities to talk about sex-relationships with my 

schoolmates, with whom I was now slowly getting on better terms; 

I collected pictures of nude women, learned a great number of 

obscene stories, read such obscene books as I could obtain and 

even searched the dictionary for words having a sexual 

connotation. Up to my fifteenth year, when ejaculation of semen 

began, there was a strong sadistic coloring to my day-dreams. 

Through this period, too, my bashfulness in the presence of the 

opposite sex increased until it reached the point of absurdity. 

 

 

 

 

When fifteen years old I began to practice coitus inter femora on 

my brother and continued it intermittently for about two years. 

The experience was disappointing, for I had confidently expected 

a great increase of pleasure over masturbation in this act; and 

in casting about for some stronger stimulus I recurred to the 

forgotten idea of intercourse with animals. I promptly tried to 

put the idea to a test, but failed several times, and finally 

succeeded, only to find that the result fell far short of my 

expectations. Nevertheless I continued the practice irregularly 

for about three years--or rather through that part of the three 

years that I spent at home, for while I was at school opportunity 

for such indulgence was lacking. Long familiarity with the idea 

of intercourse with animals had made it impossible for me to feel 

the disgust with the practice which it inspires in most people; 

and even the perusal of Exodus xxii: 19 failed to make me abandon 

it. Firmly as I believed in the Mosaic law the supremacy of the 

sexual impulse was complete. 


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