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PREFACE
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-1.1
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-1.2
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-2.1
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-2.2
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-2.3
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-2.4
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-2.5
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-3.1
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-3.2
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-3.3
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-3.4
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-3.5
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-4.1
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-4.2
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-4.3
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-5.1
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-5.2
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-5.3
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-6
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-1.1
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-1.2
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-1.3
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-1.4
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-2.1
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-2.2
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-2.3
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-2.4
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-3.1
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-3.2
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-4.1
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-4.2
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-4.3
THE PSYCHIC STATE IN PREGNANCY-1
THE PSYCHIC STATE IN PREGNANCY-2
THE PSYCHIC STATE IN PREGNANCY-3
THE PSYCHIC STATE IN PREGNANCY-4
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-1.1
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-1.2
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-2.1
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-2.2
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-3-4
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-5.1
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-5.2
INDEX OF AUTHORS

a dog, and she slinked out with a malignant but cowed look I hope 

never to see on a woman's face again. What they had been doing 

with their clothes off I do not know; women will rather die than 

confess. When A. had recovered from her fit she denied that there 

had been anything between them, and stuck to it doggedly, but 

with such a forlorn look I had not the heart to prosecute my 

inquiries. 

 

For my part, all the efforts I had been making for so long seemed 

for a time to be in vain; for some weeks I sank into a sort of 

satyriasis, and even my anger against Miss T. turned to a 

prurient curiosity. At the same time I was not always able to 

adhere to my diet. But both as regards coition and diet I was 

still fighting, and on the whole successfully. My fits of temper, 

however, were excessive and my ennui became gloomy despair. One 

day I blasphemed on crossing the Park and spoke contemptuously of 

"God and his twopenny ha'penny revolving balls," referring to the 

planetary system. But for long walks I should have gone mad. A. 

was drinking in the intervals of her fits. I found half-empty 

bottles of wine hidden away. This did not improve my temper, and 

one day--this was when she was well and up--I struck her a heavy 

blow on the face, and she aimed a glass decanter at me. She went 

home to her mother and I lived alone in the cottage. I heard soon 

afterwards that her husband had come back and that they had made 

it up. Our parting was not, however, destined to be final. 

 

Even out of that month's sufferings I made capital. I was better 

after my tendency to lubricity, my gloom, rage, restlessness and 

degradation. They had been but the irritations of convalescence. 


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