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PREFACE
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-1.1
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-1.2
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-2.1
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-2.2
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-2.3
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-2.4
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-2.5
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-3.1
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-3.2
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-3.3
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-3.4
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-3.5
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-4.1
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-4.2
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-4.3
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-5.1
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-5.2
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-5.3
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-6
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-1.1
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-1.2
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-1.3
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-1.4
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-2.1
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-2.2
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-2.3
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-2.4
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-3.1
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-3.2
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-4.1
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-4.2
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-4.3
THE PSYCHIC STATE IN PREGNANCY-1
THE PSYCHIC STATE IN PREGNANCY-2
THE PSYCHIC STATE IN PREGNANCY-3
THE PSYCHIC STATE IN PREGNANCY-4
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-1.1
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-1.2
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-2.1
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-2.2
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-3-4
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-5.1
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-5.2
INDEX OF AUTHORS

 

 

"Even in early childhood I admired pretty feminine foot-gear, and 

in the contemplation of it experienced vague sensations which I 

now recognize as sexual. When a lad of 14 or so, I stayed a good 

deal at the house of some intimate friends of my parents, the 

daughter of the house--an only child--a beautiful and powerful 

girl, about six years my senior, being my special chum. This girl 

was always daintily dressed, and having most lovely feet and 

ankles not unnaturally knew it. Whenever possible she dressed so 

as to show off their beauty to the best advantage--rather short 

skirts and usually little high-heeled slippers--and was not 

averse to showing them in a most distractingly coquettish manner. 

She seemed to have a passion for treading upon things which would 

scrunch or yield under her foot, such as flowers, little 

windfallen apples and pears, acorns, etc., or heaps of hay, straw 

or cut grass. As we wandered about the gardens--for we were left 

to do exactly as we liked--I got quite accustomed to seeing her 

hunt out and tread upon such things, and used to chaff her about 

it. At that time I was--as I am still--fond of lying at full 

length on a thick hearthrug before a good fire. One evening as I 

was lying in this way and we were alone, A. crossed the room to 

reach a bangle from the mantelpiece. Instead of reaching over me, 

she playfully stepped upon my body, saying that she would show me 

how the hay and straw felt. Naturally I fell in with the joke and 

laughed. After standing upon me a few moments she raised her 

skirt slightly and, holding on to the mantelpiece for support, 

stretched out one dainty foot in its brown silk stocking and 

high-heeled slipper to the blaze to warm, while looking down and 

laughing at my scarlet, excited face. She was a perfectly frank 

and charming girl, and I feel pretty certain that, although she 

evidently enjoyed my excitement and the feeling of my body 

yielding under her feet, she did not on this first occasion 

clearly understand my condition; nor can I remember that, though 

the desire for sexual gratification drove me nearly mad, it 

appeared to awaken in her any reciprocal feeling. I took hold of 

her raised foot and, after kissing it, guided it by an absolutely 

irresistible impulse on to my penis, which was as hard as wood 

and seemed almost bursting. Almost at the moment that her weight 

was thrown upon it, orgasm took place for the first time in my 

life thoroughly and effectively. No description can give any idea 

of what I felt--I only know that from that moment my distorted 

sexual focus was fixed forever. Numberless times, after that 

evening, I felt the weight of her dainty slippers, and nothing 

will ever cause the memory of the pleasure she thus gave me to 

fade. I know that A. came to enjoy treading upon me, as much as I 

enjoyed having her do it. She had a liberal dress allowance and, 

seeing the pleasure they gave me, she was always buying pretty 

stockings and ravishing slippers with the highest and most 

slender Louis heels she could find and would show them to me with 

the greatest glee, urging me to lie down that she might try them 


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